heavengoodbye:

suicideunderground:

pirouettelove:nostalgicdreams:floatingintheblue:soldmylove:

i am so far behind i feel like i’m drowning. I can’t see myself getting out of bed in the morning. Sometimes i get so sad i feel like i’m empty. i feel like i have nothing left to share with anyone around me. So i forget to do normal things, like talk and eat. And i get lost in books and my own imagination. And everyone forgets about me. Because i don’t come to school and i don’t go outside. I disappear. Like a magician. I would be a good magician. And sometimes i get so exhausted my nose bleeds and i break. I rarely break, but i get so full of feelings. Today has just been one of those days. Where the desire to give up is the strongest pull.

(via blogsecret)